The good, the bad and the ugly.

The good. This Friday was my little brother's going away party, and while parts of it were bad (and down right ugly) parts of it were a lot of fun. I had the pleasure of hanging out with a few friends I haven't spent much time with lately and really enjoyed laughing with everyone all at once.

The bad. What was once Gabe's Birthday Afghan is now unclaimed and sitting on the back burner. I can't bear picking it up at the moment and am torn between finished it as is, or changing it up by using the yarn for something else.

The ugly. Gabe and I are no more. I couldn't tell you exactly what we were, it wasn't an official couple, but it was more than just a friendship. I guess you could say we've been seeing each other for the past six months. He decided on Friday night to tell me that he wasn't happy anymore and that he didn't want a relationship with anyone and that this felt like a relationship to him. Eventually though it came out that while I was in Ohio he started talking to someone else, and instead of being a man and telling me that, he decided to keep coming down here, to keep cuddling with me, kissing me and pretending we were more than just friends. He wavered back and forth on telling me he doesn't want a relationship with anyone and it's not just me to telling me that he wants to see where it goes with this other girl.

He said he wants us to remain friends, and I told him that was fine, but I don't really know if it is. Put aside the fact my ego is totally bruised, he lied to me, not only with his words, but with his actions. I don't know what to believe, I don't know what he's still lying to me about or what he's actually been truthful about. I just know that I have an issue being friends with someone who can so callously throw my feelings aside and play games like that.

So there you go. The good, the bad and the ugly. I'll have some knitting content soon. I'm working exclusively on the Nina Shawl at the moment.